It's good to see someone manning up to their behavior instead of defending it. That's what a community like this should be about.
Hogleg you are one of the best no worries we all regret are actions in life once in awhile it's all part of being human! You still get much love my friend!!!
To err is human. We all know you are a good guy. Every last one of us has lost our shit at one time or another. Cheers, brother.